I can’t believe I really thought I hated her
I can’t believe I wanted her to go away
I can’t believe I needed to be free from her
I can’t believe it seems to be too late
I can’t believe that I was so indifferent
I can’t believe I never had nothing to say
I can’t believe that I was so deliberate
I can’t believe that things won’t be the same
What if I wrote her a letter
What if I could make it all better
What if I find the perfect words
To heal her soul
And make her whole
Again
I put my pencil to the paper
Because I really got to save her
I put my pencil to the paper with my heart in my hand
I put my pencil to the paper
Because I really got to save her
I put my pencil to the paper but my head’s in the sand
I can’t believe I’m staring at an empty page
I can’t believe I really got nothing to say
I can’t believe I cannot find the perfect words
I can’t how much this really hurts
What if I just try a bit harder
What if I just go a bit farther
What if I find the perfect words
To heal her soul
And make her whole
Again
It’s a white wall I can’t climb
It’s a white wall I can’t climb
It’s a white wall I can’t climb
It’s a white wall I can’t climb
I put my pencil to the paper
Because I really got to save her
I put my pencil to the paper with my heart in my hand
I put my pencil to the paper
Because I really got to save her
I put my pencil to the paper but my head’s in the sand
credits
from 24 Demos,
released August 21, 2019
PHILLIP STARK
"25 DEMOS"
RECORDED AT PANDORA'S VOX BAND REHEARSAL SPACES
MADRID, SPAIN
JUNE & JULY 2019
MUSIC & LYRICS BY PHILLIP STARK
VOICE & GUITAR BY PHILLIP STARK
DRUMS BY LUIS PIMENTEL
RECORDED BY LUIS PIMENTEL
MIXED & MASTERED BY LUIS PIMENTEL
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